So so happy right nao. I mean REALLY. LOL. Words can’t explain this fucking feeling. I lolololove it. :)

This day is really stressful, our dismissal time is delayed and we’ve got so many things to do like building a diorama and shooting a film for our project in English.

But I’m quite happy because we’re done shooting our film, and I think it’s great! I’m so proud of it since I’m one of the directors and the story is conceptualized by me and my friend. 

So here’s our so-called movie poster. This wonderful movie poster for our film is edited by my close friend. You can visit her blog and follow her. She’s really good when it comes to photo editing.

I’m not sad anymore. I’m quite happy because he’s already aware of my feelings for him. I told him that I love him. So yeah, even if he doesn’t love me or maybe I’m just a friend to him. Well I’m quite happy with that because he’s not like the other guys who freak out whenever they find out that a person from the same gender admires them.

I’m not obsessed with him. I promised to myself that I won’t be obsessed with anyone as for now. It’s dangerous. I really don’t know how I feel. Somehow I feel numb. It’s like uh. I think I’m kinda used to it? Falling for someone who doesn’t love you back.

But seriously I’m okay with it. I’m just gonna move on and after this I’m gonna try to focus on other things. I’m not interested in love anymore. Enough is enough. :)

Tumawag ung tatay ko ngayon ngayon lang. Tinatanong kung anong New Year’s resolution ko, sabi ko wala. Ayun nagalit, HAHAHA ang tamad tamad ko daw, well, whatever. Ayoko ng may New Year’s resolution, para saken bullshit lang yan kase hindi naman yan lagi natutupad, ung iba sa simula lang kaya ako mas mabuti ng wala kesa naman na lokohin ko pa ang sarili ko. :)

Anyway naging masaya naman ang pananatili ko sa Tumblr, wala man akong naging malapit na kaibigan dito dahil iniisip nilang lahat na SNOB ako kahit hindi naman, naging masaya pa din ako kase madami akong bagay na natutunan. 

Year 2011? Hindi ko masasabing hindi masaya, at hindi ko din masasabing masaya, eto ung taon na nakaranas ako ng kung ano anong kawalangyaan mula sa iilang taong malapit sa akin. Maraming pangyayari na naging sobrang masakit talaga para sakin at hindi ko naman pinagsisisihan ang mga nangyari na yon dahil nagkaaway man kami ng ilan kong kaibigan eh naayos din naman agad. Masyadong naging madrama ang taon na to at sana ngayong darating na 2012 maging maayos na ang lahat, maging masaya sana dahil naniniwala ako na sa dinami dami ng naranasan ko eh later on makakaranas din ako ng kahit kaunting kasiyahan. (taray anlalim. haha)

So ayun, maging masaya din sana ang New Year nyo. Maging masaya sana ang 2012. God Bless everyone! :)

Eto nga pala ang naging evolution ng blog-blogan ko. :)

Salamat sa mga loyal followers ko dito. :)